Ozzy Osbourne‘s estranged wife Sharon has told The Sun that she is still having a hard time coming to grips with his alleged affair with a celebrity hairstylist.

“Can I ever trust him again? I don’t know,” she said. “I’m now questioning every statement — every move. The lies and intrigue still hurt.

“I don’t want to hurt him. I admire and respect him. And that’s what I expect back: respect. I didn’t get that. It’s very hurtful when you don’t get that respect and consideration from your partner.

“I’m seeing a therapist on a regular basis. When my husband is here we see a couple’s therapist together. My husband is doing therapy alone. So we are all talking to people.

“And I’m seeing what it’s like living on my own.”

Sharon reportedly kicked Ozzy out of their home after discovering evidence of the affair — and possibly others — back in May, although he has since returned and she has reportedly moved elsewhere.

Sharon has not made a decision yet on whether she will seek a divorce or reconciliation with her husband, even as she continues to manage his career.

“Ideally I would love for my husband to deal with his issues and work at the problems that he has now,” Sharon told The Sun. “And be honest and open … to be able to come back to us with honesty and respect for the family. That’s what I really wish.”

Ozzy resumed a year-long farewell tour with BLACK SABBATH last month and announced plans in May for SABBATH and SLIPKNOT to headline a combined festival, Ozzfest Meets Knotfest, this September in San Bernardino, California.